Going in for surgery was nerve wrecking.
Prep was to not drink alcohol.
No exercise so as to not stimulate my blood pressure.
No coffee day of.
Wear a button up shirt.
I could barely sleep.
Thoughts in the days leading up were what will my coworkers think, what will my family think.
Is this the most narcissistic thing I've ever done and is this worth it financially?
My panic had several bouts in my mind, but overall I calmed myself.
I tried researching it further but the web fills your head with skepticism.
I relented and just put it out of my mind.
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